Monday, July 13, 2009

When the world ends...

This is mostly because there are a lot of people around me going though break ups or have been left.
The feeling that you were alive or the only girl in the world is always the best feeling. When he touched your hand, or even made jokes at your expense. And then when he leaves you, you feel like your going to die. That something is missing. Like when you fall onto a floor and it is cool you can stay there crying for hours.And when you see him with her, you are jealouse. It's so hard to admit but it is ture. That you feel so self concious that your not sure if your capable to attract men again. And then when someone does tries to get close to you, you worry about them being all wrong, or leaving you, that you can't let them in. And when another guy tries you just get to use to saying no. You can never really let someone in anymore unless it is him.
Music about break ups and wanting him back. Like for me it was "I Told You So" by Carrie Underwood and "Here Comes Goodbye" by Rascal Flatts. I cried when I heard those songs, and thought about him. It turned to the point where I had to create a whole new playlist with break up songs., Like "Too Little Too Late" by Thrish Thuy Trang, "Leave" by Jojo, and "Since You've Been Gone" by Kelly Clarkson. It did help so google or find break up songs like this to help you out.
Chances of getting back with your ex? It is possible. But remeber your not dating your ex. Your dating this new guy. You can not just jump into a the same old same old realtionship, this is like being with an entire differnt guy. But it most cases you argue a lot and it ends.
My advice,, Don't try it. Just enjoy life with someone else..or being single..it doesn't matter if you have a man in your life. You can make yourself 101% with what you can do. Just have to find yourself before you find your partner.

Goodluck it's not the end of the world
xoxo
avm.

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